Friday, October 28, 2011

My Exciting Friday Night

This is how wild and exciting my life is: my plans for tonight consist of sweatpants, FRIENDS reruns, Oreos, the couch, and Ellie Mae.

I like to live life on the edge.

If I start feeling REALLY crazy, I think I may finish the last book in The Maze Runner series.

Today was exhausting... both physically and emotionally. 

I didn’t get to bed until late last night due to my need to spend excessive amounts of time on the phone with certain out of state friends, so 7:00 AM came incredibly early this morning.  I mean, the conversations that took place are undoubtedly worth the lack of sleep, but dang. I’m pooped.

A surprise encounter with a certain he-who-shall-not-be-named did not go so well, and that sucked the life right out of me emotionally. 

Needless to say... not the best day.  I totally deserve my lazy night. 

But you know what?  Even though today has seriously sucked, it is impossible for me to ignore how fantastic my life is.  In the midst of confusion and pain, I have a ridiculously amazing support system, and they’re not going to let me down.

I don’t get “preachy” on here often.  I really don’t.

But the way that so many people find ways to daily show me how much they love me, it is impossible for me to not see God in their words and actions.  Because of the love and support that have been lavished upon me from the very start of this whole mess, I have never once felt as if I was walking alone.  Not once. 

I bet that there aren’t many people who have gone through what I am going through who can say that they’ve never felt alone. 

Gah, I’m blessed.  Even on days that get me down, I love my crazy, beautiful life. 

That’s all there is to it.

Now, it’s time to fall asleep on the couch, while eating Oreos and watching FRIENDS.  At 6:00 on a Friday night. 

(Who says divorced women don’t know how to live it up!?!)

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